Friday, February 27, 2015

To Those Who Need A Miracle

Dear Beautiful Souls,

                Who are you? What does your heart need today? Do you know that you are a miracle?  Miracles are things that happen after faith in the unseen manifest. You chose to come to this earth and be born and take on whatever came your way. That is a miracle because you decided to come not knowing how this whole thing called life would play out. Some of you are living the life you thought would make you the most happy. Only few actually feel with certainty that they are achieving what they had set out to do. No matter which category you fall into, know this: you are doing exactly what you are meant to do in this moment because you are God’s child. 

                You chose to come here and sit through earth school and learn at whatever pace he designed.  That decision to not give up and keep going is called faith. With every breath you take you are committing to stay here and try. Sometimes we get lost and lose our way. It happens to the best of us. I want you to know that God has not forgotten you. He hears your cries and knows you.

                 How do I know? Because he has shown me miracles, proving that he sees my soul, as well as many others’. Part of my goal in writing this column is to share with you the spiritual experiences that have led me to you. Let me tell you a little more about me.  

                I am a single woman living in Florida and I identify myself as Spiritual Intuitive. I have the honor of connecting deceased loved ones to the living they left behind. I see the dead and hear their words. In a nut shell, I interpret messages from heaven. I also get the privilege to see people at their soul level and peek beyond the layers of their human experience. My abilities of clairvoyance (to see), clairsentience (to feel), claircognizant (to know), and clairaudience (to hear) allow me to witness miracles every day. I think of my gift as being the person who gets to see the background of a beautiful movie called life. As a spiritual intuitive, I have experienced the inner workings of the veil between heaven and earth.

                Some of you will not understand this. Some will even fear my spiritual gift of seeing spirits, and that is fine. I am not here to convince you, I am here to simply help you. That is, if you want to know more. Maybe there is something I write today that moves you or maybe not… But, what I would most like to share is that God has taught me that he is here with us. His heavenly messengers whisper and tell me of their love when I am sad. I see angels at night by my bedside when I am tired and want to give up. I can bear witness that he lives and although we are present in a world that is quick to forget who build it, he has not forgotten us.

                  You are ok.  Your spirit is going to make it out alive. Your soul never dies and you are being aided by celestial beings daily. I see them working on your behalf. Ask to know that God lives and loves you. I can promise you will feel his warmth around you. You do not have to take my word for it, but if you try and feel nothing what have you lost? Reach down inside and open the door to your soul and allow the beauty of vulnerability to enlighten your heart with the knowledge of peace. Peace comes from faith and faith leads to miracles.

                I learned this concept most profoundly when I was 28 years old, became pregnant and had a child that I chose to give up for adoption. As you can probably imagine that was the hardest thing that I have ever had to do. Why did I do it you may ask? Because when I asked God what he wanted, he told me. I did not like the answer and spent many nights crying out to him in disbelief, stating the task he asked me was too great. But, then the thought came to me that I would not have such a difficult challenge before me if he did not trust that I could do it. So, I did.

                The night before she left my arms, I prayed alone in the hospital bed holding her and telling him I did not possess the strength. In an instant I witnessed a miracle. My room filled with angels and although I could not see them all, I felt them. I did not know at the time I was a psychic medium. I was just a young woman, alone, holding my baby in that hospital bed begging for him to take the pain away. Maybe you have been there too.  Feeling even right now in this moment alone, helpless, infant like asking for mercy from the trials of life. Trust me I get it. I do not know fully why God has chosen me to speak to you today. But, what I have learned in my life is that the things that are usually the most painful, God has the ability to make the most beautiful.

                 With my sacrifice of giving a family a life they could not have, I was able to help ease their burden. I did it in pure faith, not knowing if I would ever get another opportunity to have my own. I am now 37 and still single. I pray daily for the blessing of finding my happy ending. Maybe it will come, maybe it will not. Life is a risk either way. In this moment as I recall my experiences I can tell you that my miracle is feeling peace. Peace cannot be duplicated or sold disguised as a counterfeit for temporary happiness. Peace comes often after the miracle of exercising faith where you can and giving the leftovers to he who has known your soul for eternity. He knows us better than we know ourselves. He knows your secrets, your past, your failures…but he also knows what you are capable of. Acknowledging who you are is the tough part because, more often than not, we forget.

                I invite you to remember your divinity. Remember that you are not alone. You and I are sharing this moment and I am trusting you with my story. I hope in some way it inspires or lifts you. Make your life count and be the miracle. Allow him, the artist of your heart, to lead you. Remember when I said that God has the ability to make the hardest things beautiful? Well, about six months ago I got to reunite with the soul who passed through my body. Another miracle, she is happy and loves me even though it has been a while since we last met. On a day last September, God gifted me the occasion to feel whole hearted again. He knew what I needed and provided it flawlessly, in his time, not mine.

                Cherish your time along this journey. Invite peace to be your friend. “How do I do that?” you might ask? Pray and choose to exercise faith in miracles. Surrender to your soul’s voice and listen in the quiet. Appreciate the beauty of the lessons in all things and people that cross your path. Know nothing is by accident and the circumstances you meet with are simply your teachers, good and/or bad. Forgiveness and love are the keys to a joyful life. Fulfillment comes from knowing who to trust. It’s you. God will hold your hand if you ask. If you feel alone, ask for hugs from the angels. But most importantly, do not give up, and remember you are the miracle because you are here. You already chose to come into this the world blind from the spirit life you had before. You took the first step. Now live and use the spiritual eyes you were given. Ask to have him show you how he sees you. I am here as your friend and would love to know you. Again, I invite your comments or questions. The wonders of the spirit are endless. I have already met you half way.

Live Inspired,

Amy Brock, Spiritual Intuitive 

Tuesday, February 10, 2015

Dedicated to Love Seekers and Wanderers

Dear Beautiful Souls,
As I place my heart in this column, I am sitting at a mirrored desk. I begin looking at the mirror in front of me, on my bright teal painted textured wall.  What seemed like a fancy d├ęcor choice now has appeared instead as a subconscious set up. This office feels like a self-examination tool, documenting my inner battle to be vulnerable with you right here, right now. I suppose if you are reading this, it’s because you were supposed to. Yep… that’s right, maybe your soul needed this very moment too: you and I, hand in hand connected by words on a page. So, let’s begin. Are you ready? We are about to go deep…
I am hearing silence and my tears begin to fall on the keyboard. My mind takes me back to vivid images of myself as a teenager. I struggled with depression and lack of connection to who I was, despite being the classic over-achiever type. During my young adulthood, rebellion was my friend and I formed abusive relationships with myself and others.  This loss of myself landed me a brief stay in a mental health hospital. I was asked by my therapist a profound question, “Why are you here?” She went on further to comment I was too well to be there. I wondered, was I?
So my soul wants to ask you….
Do you wonder why you are here too?
Close your eyes and imagine silence. Come with me, daydream…form space in your head, with every breath...Breathe. Inhale and release your energy. 
What do you experience? Images of your worries? Feelings of your fears? A knowing of your mistakes?
I did.
Before I was admitted to the mental health hospital, I went in to work as usual at the local bank.  Always responsible, I showed up, although void and with no color in my face. I disclosed to my boss that I had taken too many pills due to a bad relationship. I asked politely if I could go to the ER to address the ringing in my head from the ibuprofen I had taken. From the ER I found my fate in the form of a 72 hour “mental health break.” As I go back deeper into my memory, I recall that my skills of articulation and intelligence served me well. I was simply playing the game. I would always smile and hide the pain. I saw my stay at the hospital as simply a vacation from reality that I needed until I plotted my next move. I did not really want to die, but I did not know how to live either. Love seemed fleeting and unfamiliar. My fear of “losing it” was greater than finding “peace” for myself.  
I had no idea that the seeds of my life’s purpose would be planted right then. As I sat in group therapy, I looked around the room and gave an empty smile …until my something spoke to me. The essence of pain, sprinkled with a little crazy, became my teachers.  With each suicide survivor’s story, the power of vulnerability allowed us to be in a place where there was less judgment. Because we were absent of everything else, we had the opportunity to choose in that moment to simply listen. As my ears opened and my broken heart wept, what I heard was not the words of those sharing, but of my true self. The voice of my spirit said, “Love is all anyone in this room is after.” I looked around at the faces, and although different than mine, we were all the same in that moment.
Love seekers.
Do you believe in love? If so, let your worries and fears all go and allow the universe to expand your infinite view. Love is the beginning of your wonder. Maybe you have forgotten the innocence in you and how you once gazed upon the night’s sky and felt so small. In our feeling of smallness, we allow the becoming of greatness. The vastness in the wonder is the gift you must give yourself. That is where the spiritual personality of you begins to take shape. It starts as silence in darkness, or even when you are contemplating your exit. Allow the wonder to evolve. Look up, and it will turn to abundance.
To “seek love and peace” is our purpose here. Together we will go to a place where endless love overflows and no judgment resides. Find it for yourself. Look within. My spirit whispers, “We are embarking upon a journey of soul revolution.”  In preparation for this experience, all I ask is that you come here with less ego and more soul. I will.
Now you have a choice. Pay attention to the brightness of the others’ stars around you or simply focus on how to become lighter in YOUR way. It begins with just simply wondering, “Who am I? Why am I here? What is my soul’s purpose?”
I can tell you my friend, the ceasing of the outside noise or chatter is the key.  Silence is communication. The source of our creation - whether you identify it as God, Love, Light, or Universe - is here with us. A good friend told me once that God is like a well-mannered gentleman. God’s peace will not come in uninvited. You must welcome the wonder. The wonder to know who you already are and feel his love.
I invite you to submit any ponderings or questions of the heart, so I can help you along your journey to wonder. 
Live Inspired,
Amy Brock, Spiritual Intuitive